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Feeling Kinda Good

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 16:48:13 GMT

Well today is a good day... everything is fixed which makes me so happy and like nothing can go wrong... I got killed today by CHASE BLACK because he got my name in the assassins game...well oh well.. Its awesome watching everyone be paranoid about who has got their name and things like that... Today my lil sister is going to get her belly pierced!!! she is kinda nervous... whats wierd is she doesnt hate my boyfriend and she can be by him with out leaving me... Right now i am in math class and we have this wierd substitute he talks to himself.. i think if you have world history you would remember him when he yelled at me because i had gum in my mouth.. This weekend is going to be confusing because i have no idea whats going on with anything... but then again i am always confused... I have a new nick-name its TEDDY!! someone gave it to me while talking to me online last night he said that i could be the person he cuddles with and things like that (and no its not chase)... but i havent realized how many of the freshman guys are actually really awesome like Nixon he is really kool to talk to about things he keeps you interested in . but i gotta go... pray for my mom please...

Emo....

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 19:47:58 GMT

well everyone i have done it again... i have pissed off everyone.... my sister and amanda are very upset with me for things... and i dont know how to fix it because its hard for me to understand when they do it everything is fine but when i do something wrong all hell breaks loose... i have tried and still want to fix things between them but i dont think they want to... if you guys end up forgivin me thanks i love you... i am also sad bout because my mom yelled at me today and then she came home and yelled at me some more.. she also told me she has cancer which is rele scarin me alot because if she dies i have no one to live with but oh well... kaitlin i will have something for you on Monday or sometime next week...
I love you all!!!

MR.BLACK

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 02:48:25 GMT

Chase Lets make a bet to see if you can go with out a stain for a whole month... if you win i dont know what i will give you... if i win again i dont know... will have to think... sorry if you get offended you know i love you :-*

Sorry :-(

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 02:44:58 GMT

I am sorry I havent written in forever... I feel bad that i never post... but i will try to keep it up... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Things have been great and still are except for this whole doctor situation i dont get along with them very well they make me take bloodwork every month which really sux...There has been alot going on with me... I really didnt do much over fall break i spent time with chase and hung out with some friends that i hardly ever hang out with anymore... School has been a little hectic because sometimes i dont understand everything but then again that isnt rare for me... I got volunteered to be the mascot for the cheerleading festival.... (which is going to sux big time) but oh well i will get over it i might be a insane person by the time i leave there... Well me and some friends arent really getting along with each other because they think that i should make time to talk to them or to stop everything i am doing to talk to them and i aggravated me but i think i am going to try to fix things between us.. Me and chase are doing awesome he is so sweet and loving... One of my friends Nixon is such a sweetheart me and him have been talking alot lately and he is probably one of the sweetest guys i know... he keeps me interested in what he has to say and he write really kool poems and does these color things online which are awesome... Nixon thanks for being a great friend..... I cant wait till Halloween comes its going to be so exciting...(hopefully i will spend it with chase like i plan to)... I am going to bed

Love you all

Hmmmm......

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 02:15:59 GMT

Today was a very interesting day so many things happened.... It started off really early when I actually came to school EARLY.... I went to all of my classes like a normal day Thank God it was Wednesday.... My boyfriend finally gave me a kiss today at lunch which is a good thing... I have been waiting for it for a while but it was really nice I enjoyed it very much.... Volleyball went well we got our team t-shirts they are awesome you will see them on friday dont worry you will see them... I am extremely tired i think i am going to bed soon because i need sleep... Kaitlin boys are stupid... Amanda lose the drama.... Heres a kiss to Mr. Black :-*.....

Feelings..... :-D

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 17:14:22 GMT

I am so happy and everything is so wonderful... I just cant explain how happy I am... My boyfriend is wonderful he treats me so wonderful and I love him very much and we are both happy to be with each other... My weekend was awesome because I got myself a henna tattoo and I hung out with some friends even though I was sick all weekend.. I didnt lose power during the hurricane so I am happy... It just seems to me that everything is going good.... Mr. Black no more messy.... Amanda I am proud of you and happy for you.... Kaitlin I love you

Feelings...

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 13:55:33 GMT

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Would you Do me?

16. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what i say about you?

Dead....

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 13:40:46 GMT

Why are people so racist?? Why do people have to judge for looks instead of personality... People are the dumbest things in the world sometimes I believe that animals are smarter than humans because everyone is so downright stupid.... If we were all one color and everybody was the same I think all hell would break lose... Last Night we were so close of winning the game but then again we always lose maybe one day we will win... Yay!! Amanda is single if anyone would like to know... I also have realized you dont know who your real friends are or who they will backstab just to piss someone off... My dear wonderful sister Ashley doesnt understand how I feel bout everything sometimes and she just makes me feel like a little piece of crap and then I get mad at her and wont talk to her... I dont like doing that but sometimes its what I have to do because I finally get happy in my life and something always goes wrong... Like I told someone before " Everytime something gets perfect everything gets screwed over because I am not meant to be happy" and its very tru because its my destiny to be just ok with everything... which rele suxs because I am happy when other people are happy and I hate my friends and relatives to be happy because I am like that... I sometimes just count the days til I get to move into my grandmothers house being in college with no drama... I am so happy for you Amanda, and Kaitlin I am happy that everything is just so good for you because you guys have been in hell for a while but it got wonderful so I love you both... Have an awesome days my wonderful friends...

People....

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 14:47:10 GMT

Everything is going great right now I am just a little tired I have got like everything to do.... Yesterday was a little wierd for me because people I really care bout are like being so rude about who I am dating and things like that and they had me feeling like crap but I am not going to let that stop me from being with him. He treats me very well and really does care bout me. But anyways gosh volleyball has been like to rough lately we have a game like almost everyday... which suxs because like then i get very tired and i dont do my work but everything is perfect right bout now... i dont rele care if anyone is mad at me or hates me because i could kare less about it and their drama... I have noticed that way to many people have way to much drama... I am trying to lose all of my drama but its rele hard to because it keeps coming back.. maybe its just my friends that have the drama and then when i get in it everything goes bizurk... I dont rele pay attention to my life anymore because its a hell whole and like everything in it is a hell whole... but anyways Kaitlin I love you and you are awesome babe and have no worries and i know someday everything is going to be perfect for you. Amanda everything will be fine you have other people to be with dont stress out over it...

Hello to the Real World

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 00:16:00 GMT

Wow once you see the real world you wish you hadnt its not all that great everything around you seems to crumble just like the book we are reading in english (monkeys paw) which is a very boring story... everything right now just seems to fall apart but time and ice cream will fix itself... and like kaitlin and sunshine had said that to have no worries and just take everyday by the day and dont look ahead because it will bring you down.. Kaitlin I hope everything works out for you and things dont get weird... (because if they do i am just gonna support you) Guys are stupid... but right now friends are all i need... You guys hope that i get better because i am so sick and i want to get better... and hope that crooms can actually when a volleyball game... About this hurricane crap what is up with that it is ruining everything in florida and i wish it would stop coming to us... but i love you guys and thanks for everything

A little lesson to learn about love......

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 01:25:54 GMT

today was very akward for me very emotional and i know sommehow the whole school is going to know about everything that happened today. But just wanna let people know when an ex says that they care for you dont ever believe it because you will be in a whole lot of shit... i am trying to fall out of love not in love.... why couldnt i just listen to the people that i know the most as carson says (ExplodeInFlames (9:02:14 PM): megan ur drowning in ur own sorrow) oh well just let me till i am over it... right now i am just going to take it one day at a time.... and i hope that one day this person will realize the mistake that i have made and forgive me for my mistake... just to let you know the movie wicker park is awesome you guys should go see it.... love sux and shit happens- which means dont let love get in the way of your life because if it does your life will be drowning in the middle of the ocean... its always better being friends than lovers please learn it early on in life...i wonder what to think about everything and have no worries but when you begin to think you also begin to worry and be sad which is never a good thing... always take your friends advice and never believe people you hardly know... i am curious to find out what happens in my future with everything thats happening right now... always look for the future not the past... love the ones close to you and dont let anyone get in between you guys- when you fall in love with someone dont let them go because once you do they will never come back to you!!!!! I LOVE YOU JEFF (even if we are just friends for the rest of our lives)

Blah.... Weekends....

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 13:35:06 GMT

My weekend was very crazi.... It started out on friday night when i did absolutely nothing and just chilled at home and slept because i was so tired and needed some sleep. Sat morning i woke up and helped my mom for her little mary kay party thing which was very boring and then i went shopping for a couple of hours and then some girls that i dont like stalked me and was talking bout me and someone... (jeffrey) but its all good then i went to Kaitlins wonderful party and went home around 11. Sunday I went to church went to eat and went shopping again and then found out that Diego was very mad at me and i still havent figured out why yet... No WORRIES

Love Always,
Megan

Sooo Busy My Head Is Spinning Off

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 13:34:47 GMT

Yesterday was a very busy day for me and I didnt ever think it was going to end. It started out very boring with Mr. Diaz's quiz on the horrible movie we had to watch. Then I moved on to my next class and all I did was type and type and got bored. By the time 5th period came I really wanted to go home and never come back the day had been that boring and tiring. All of a sudden I realized I had a crapload of homework and that I had to stay like 4 hours after school to practice volleyball which gets very tiring after awhile. So I had practice yesterday and it was so awesome till coach said our first game is Tuesday and that we all need to be ready for everything so it put even more pressure on me. I got home about 9:00 and I had to do all my homework I fell asleep doing all of my homework and I didnt get to finish it but I will so no worries. Because like Kaitlin had said Worrying is bad for you so I am trying not to worry. Well thanks to all of my friends who are helping me through this rough time right now.

Love ya,
Shorty

Bamboozled...(haha look i used a big word)

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 01:41:06 GMT

Today was an extremely wierd day confusing in a lot of ways and not just one. Last night it started when my mom tells me I just need to stop being miserable and that she couldnt stand me being like that. Its hard for me to sleep when I am sad because that is all I think about. Well, I woke up this morning and everything was fine(well atleast I acted like it) but I went on with my day as usual and my Daddy gave me advice on guys and it helped me out alot. By the end of the day my day had gone better than normal. Well thanks to my friends who are helping me through this, and sunshine who has had the shouler for me to cry on. I am going to try not to be sad or emo at all for the rest of this week.
Love ya,
Shorty

Sadness...

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 18:14:14 GMT

Today was a day that wasn't very good at all. Well it actually started last night when I talked to my ex boyfriend and made me feel like a piece of crap. He tells me that he likes me but he doesn't want to be with me as my boyfriend. I actually believe I am in love but he really doesn't want anything to do with me. What I really don't get is that he eats lunch with me and spends time with me but acts like he doesn't care about me at all. It really suxs big time other than that everything is perfect in my little freaked out world. Me and my dad are talking constantly and me and my mother still don't like each other all that much but sooner or later we will get over it. My sister is kind of going through the same things I am right now with this guy that she really likes and I hope for her that one day she and him will date one day so she can be happy. Well gotta go its almost the end of the day and I want to go home I am really sad and tired at the same time so I just want to be alone. I love you guys very much

Love ya,
Shorty